Sorry if my blog contains rants which maybe distracting for your newsfeed. It’s just that, I cannot afford to share these thoughts to my personal friends. You know, this is the perks of being an introvert.
Anyways, I want to enumerate the things which made me sad for the past few days:
- I got rejected twice as an online English tutor.
- I felt sad knowing that some Wattpad stories are getting published. (How about mine?)
- I don’t know what would be the third thing.
I know, my problems are too shallow compared to the problems being encountered by most people in the Philippines. But, I just want to release these negative feelings. This is my blog. I don’t know if I have readers, or followers. I just want to post anything I want. Going back to my dilemma, I really don’t know. ASDFGHJKL. I don’t know. I do not know.
I do not know what I REALLY wanna do. I believe I love writing, just like drawing, sketching, doing some crafts, and singing as well. But, I do not know where to focus. I took Education because I wanna be a teacher someday, but, these days of mine are really confusing. Now, I am not sure if I can still be a teacher someday. You know, the two rejections I received. Those make me sad.
Why am I spending time writing this? Because I do not have something to write and to post. I just feel useless, lifeless, emotion-less (if there’s such word), and everything with the suffix -less.
Sorry for the title of this post. Sorry for the content. This is just another random post from me. Oh, a senseless writer.